What R You really feeling

Hey my name is Chris or Chrissie and I just thought what if there are other stay at home parents like me who has some of the same issues that I have. You know the kinda of things you don't want to share with your mother,friend,sister basically someone whom you think or know will judge you or how about ostracize you and make you seems as if your a bad parent. Well in my life I have a really great partner but I just cant share some of my feelings about our kids with her because these are my thoughts and thoughts only. Lets start by me saying ...yes I'm a at home mom we chose it this way because we want to share every minute of our children growing up and we just thought one of the parents should remain in the home at all times. Don't get me wrong I'm not saying that at home moms are the best way, whatever your situation is and how it works for you is your business. But for my own personal experience I think if you can stay home and its affordable then do so. but as we know it can be a little lonely. I find myself feeling old, ugly, like in this in and out of depression kind of state. Well some people will say "get a job" but that's not the answer or the reason we as moms feel a little like all we are good for are to take care of the kids.

1. tonight my nine month old hasn't slept more than 4 hours in one day...and yes we have done it all, can you even imagine this crazy stuff. I am exhausted because of his not sleeping I will not be having anymore kids. This is very hard on Me and my partner but were are very dedicated to our children and hanging in there for the fight but my body acne's from the stress of it all.... please let me here some of your stories. And yes there is more of mines to follow.